feeling neglected by people gets old

lately i feel like people forget about me because im always buried in books and buses and running around and i painted my walls and cut my hair and it took me a few hours but im starting to like the changes. now to excercise. get a job. take time to paint nebulas. feel at home with myself and maybe then stop feeling like an afterthought or something

unsure about residence

and courses

and wallpaper

but you're never sure

so sometimes you just have to let go and stop pulling at the edges and just fall freely