me and mine and you and yours but what happens when these become indistinguishable?

i saw hundreds of exotic birds today, their wings hit the ceiling and sometimes they'd fall and hit the floor without making a

sound

also i saw the park and miles and miles of skyscrapers cutting into the blue blue sky

also i had to breathe through your fingers because cold air scrapes against my lungs like letter openers and i guess this is why im such an invalid from december to february.

also i finally confessed to you that i have no faith in people and you're human and i'm human so how is this ever going to work? you said i have to have faith in me, and you'll have to have faith in you i guess and that's all there is.

you can make sense of the nonsensical

i am missing my copy of perks of being a wallflower

i am selfish and i always want you to stay

"line them up against the wall and i'll buy a gun"
"oh don't worry, we have one at home. We're willing to lend it out."

i love stolen snippets of conversation