beginnings and beginnings of beginnings come after the epilogue sometimes

world, i have come to the conclusion that you have some sort of emotional baggage and have concocted a very fucked up plan for vengeance on most of the people in my life and therefore me. I think this isn't very nice and you always used to be one of those people who pays for lunch and is all about eskimo kisses and hand written thankyous.

...

or maybe its me?

Resolutions 1-5

i will wake up happy

i will try

or at least try to try

i will read more e.e. cummings

i will remember that life has always had a sense of humour and that i should too

i will pay attention to peoples feelings

especially now because i have none

for some weird reason

that sounded angsty 

but really 

they're just

unexplainably

mia

and i will write more about alkatraz and houses with too many windows and all the whatevers and remember that soon

this will be funny